Time hangs heavy, my mind lies low.
My eyes close at the thought of no hope.
I feel so sure
but I still can’t accept that these nights spent with you will now be spent alone.
I have no regrets and I’ll never go back
but it still pulls me down.
Im already so low.
Track Name: Walking
This morning I woke up to the sound of my insides aching
its become the usual
On my way home ill take some extra laps around the block
Sometimes I don’t even feel the cold
Looking for somewhere to throw my stones
Tonight I will lay down with a heavier heart then I have ever experienced
But I think that if it can take a feather off of yours I can learn to be happy
Or be something.
Sometimes I pray that you might know
I know I don’t.
I only know what it starting to look and feel like again.
Track Name: Like Seed
This land is void of any release
Self doubt has become my only belief
Planted in me like a seed.
It hurts so much to think of more than the surface.
Most days my only hope is to let this fervor be free
I don’t think ill ever be free.
I said things to you that I have never said.
I know I probably shouldnt have
I keep watching time age before me as my biggest fears face reality.
I have never had as much confidence in anyone
And I have never been more scared.
Track Name: Reach Out To You
When I reach my hand out all I feel is a cold white wall
I can see through to you but I can’t touch
Their eyes don’t feel as friendly and smiles are more invisible to my eyes so black and stone
I cant reach out to you like i did before
I feel myself drifting away from them
Im enclosed now, isolated in a place that holds me back
When I reach out to you I know I seem cold
But it's hard to break
It's hard for me to find another way